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Friend Ship (​.​.​.​to the sky, in your mind​!​) vol. 1358

by Jessica in The Rainbow

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based on this melody: https://youtu.be/xfOhOJv2aLI
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I want to go somewhere with you I don't know where we're goin to I want to go somewhere I've never been Do you want to be my friend? / Yes I'll be your friend (be my friend) There's hot tea for...?? Buzzin round the door She's been there before Cat Stevens, my favorite record for sure Tea for the ?? I'll be your friend (you'll be my friend) ?? (knocks) Come in Friend (Friend) Friends (Friends) Keep it keep it keep it keep it low like that Oooh Wah wah wah wah wah Oh oh oh (knocks) I'm lettin em in. (+outro monologue and byes...) live version (improvised) https://youtu.be/9CE3MhVdUKE
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In the place where things come true I can see you like a rainbow meets the sky I am holding you like a butterfly / lullaby And all I wanted to be true when I was small And all the light in your hair is sparkling for all the world (to me) And I know I'm getting things wrong somehow like signing off and on And still you hold me like a song that I'm always getting wrong And we're all flying down from the sky And you see with eyes that you've been given Not the ones you wanted to light by writing a thousand songs and singing them all this time still I don't feel the kind of thing that I am seeking so I've learned learned to fly like a pegasus or pony do unicorns have wings? well I guess they don't and all the things I've gotten wrong like this song I'm trying for you Do you know that it's all always coming true? Growing over and under at the same time Floating over and under at the same time And I'm like a bird that wants to fly away with you But away from you and to you I don't know which way to choose... *FYI this song was improvised from a crowdsourced collection of lyric/topic suggestions* (primary suggestion being unicorns - hence the unicorn lyric fail, because I kept talking about flying away, before realizing unicorns don't have wings...) https://youtu.be/2QiOiBgjeCc
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I like to be with you in the car I like to be with you wherever you are We like to go to places that aren't far Where we go, you know I love it where you are Da da da da Da da di da Why do you want to go anywhere but where we're going? Why would you want to go anywhere but where we're going? Cause I'll go anywhere with you Anywhere with you Anywhere with you Anywhere with you live version (improvised): https://youtu.be/fjxuatBChX8
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When you want to see the world through new eyes When you want to grow in ways that are not a surprise And you can see all the colors you were made to be When you wake up from this dream we are living in When you see all the pain that surrounds us and you want to go back into your room / womb And all this color is too bright And maybe you're just trying things on for size And maybe you should should do somethin new should should do somethin new something different than you've been doing something different than you've done live version (improvised, filmed by Lamp Light kitchen crew - thank you!) https://youtu.be/n9vw2rYVbKE
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Something in my skin is waking up To the place where we begin making up All the beauty in the world breaking up like a bad connection Something on your face lets me know I don't need to change the world just to grow I'm a tiny little seed, don't you know? That won't change in bloom And you take me in your vision And I'll take what I am given And I'll write it down for you Something in the world speaks your name Like a tiny little moth to a flame I am brighter than I will be again That's because of you And you take me in your vision And I'll take what I am given And I'll write it down for you live version (written, practiced 1hr before filming, xo <3) https://youtu.be/5UulukduLzU
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People everywhere in my mind in my skin in my energy they're living inside me like birds or butterflies they're made of light And I can see these colors in my mind in my eyes in my time like a fiction I didn't write and didn't want at all And taking a cue from you is all I can do Time makes you blind to all the things you knew as a child when you were born before you were born before you were made to fit the mold made from other molds what's the first mold? well I don't know. And all this light like fiction makes me blind And all this time like wisdom leaves you unkind (I don't want to be unkind) (cause I believe that's the whole point... and they're waiting for us to decide to stop missing the point) live version (improvised, solo - the day after Nathan performed in this basement, but I didn't have enuf courage yet to ask people to do songs with me...so our collab happened months later, long distance <3) https://youtu.be/q6scVx8OeOc
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In your mind You will find Something you need to know Way in there Like a bear It's waiting for you to grow
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if you wanna be if you wanna be my savior my savior if you wanna be my friend be my savior from saviors cause time is moving and life is ticking onward like little puddles collecting in a jar and i can't hold this in me i can't hold on much longer and where you are and where you are is far enough away to seem like mountains cannot be climbed cannot be scaled but if i hold you in my mind i hold you like a puzzle that i couldn't put together and you are with me even when you're going somewhere new and you are with me and i know i'm with you too and everything works out the way you wanted it to Do you want to be my friend if all that means is friendship not some great spaceship to the sky in your mind. live version (improvised) : https://youtu.be/2-V_onocg9I

about

This album is one of the best things ever to me, because it is full of friends and people I love and I couldn't be happier to share it with the world. I know it's not 'high quality' or 'good' so to speak, and I know you might think lo-fi music is 'weird' or 'different' but to me this is home movies, mixed with hot apple cider, mixed with slice of life from house shows, mixed with inspiration, creative risk-taking, mixed with every good thing about every friendship I've ever had. It is bold and unapologetic and reminds me who I actually am. Not careful and plotting and deliberate, just me. Just - i guess - if you have to call it something, weird. Tho I don't like that word. I don't feel weird in my heart. I feel so normal that I just wonder why isn't everyone doing whatever they feel compelled to do? Why don't we all just do that? Why is the world so serious? Why are people so bent on "success"? Self-included all these years. Do I really think music will pay the bills? Just because it did one day a long time ago in a past time or timeline or some other reality, where I met wealthy executives and they told me all the ways the me I am is not marketable or palatable or good at all, and I said sir yes sir and changed. Capital C Changed. Oh how I wonder about that. How I wonder about all of us, appeasing the masses, trying to be good little boys and girls and earn our $200 at a bar show that we practiced for 6 times and finally showed up and loaded in and out and loved our fellow bands on the bill and made some money that in total maybe covered some gas or food and maybe we can buy new merch, why is anyone still believing in the bosses in this business? Why are we crafting so hard, polishing so much, going in debt, trying to be A students at life? Why oh why oh why. All it ever gave me was fear and crippling self-doubt. And I'm oh so tired of that. Are you? Let's be free. Let's play. It's the greatest F-you to the man. Bye for now! See you in space! <3

p.s. honesty compels me to add, that of course there are more idiosyncrasies than I wish were there (always true with things I mix/master myself, or even with things done by pros)...some of those 'flaws' I love with all my heart, others I don't have time or money or training to know how to fix (buzzy sounds, too much bass, other things, but this album-a-month challenge - this being month 5, ending in a few hours - has me racing to the next thing, always, and I don't have time or energy or resources or talent to put all things aside this year and become an amazing studio engineer...) So if I'm REALLY honest, this is only an F you to man simply because I have hundreds or thousands of songs pouring thru me and I want to share them ALL but we live in a world now where only the polished is palatable, and it's hard to know what to do with all this music...many would tell me, and have told me, to throw away most of them and just focus on a few...but that feels mean-spirited to my own flow, and dismissive of the creative life in general. Or to make sure I only record/compose when near a home studio - but that feels confining, and I'm sure I'd mess up, and my favorites would be while in my car, or out with a friend, or in nature...I don't know the solution. If I'm honest, I'm an accidental lo-fi type, with a love of funny idiosyncracies, but annoyed by any that are annoying or just sound bad. So for the latter category, sorry - for the former, you're welcome! Despite all the flaws (or if you're like me, because of some of them), I hope the joy in these particular moments in time is contagious for you too. <3

p.s.s. if you can't tell - the first part was written while high on excitement, the p.s. was written after being disappointed about some things, but out of time. kay bye!

credits

released August 31, 2018

All songs improvised with friends during the 365 Day challenge (2017-18). Extra parts and twinkly sounds added by me (Jessica Fogle), May-August 2018.

Friends include Micah Middaugh, Bryan Ralph, Jes Kramer, Nathan K, Travis Hull, Eric Bennetts, + internet fans & friends on day 365 (featuring and especially for Stephanie Bell + her 3 kids - Brooklyn, Sawyer, and Sullivan, some of my very best friends).

Album art is a collaboration with friends too - collage of work by Maddie Jackson, Ryan Wyrick, and myself <3 <3 <3

Love to the whole world, not just the people I like, not just the people I understand. Even those who hate me. Never give up, people. No one is the boss of you, not even you, really. Bye!

p.s. links to all the friends!

breatheowlbreathe.bandcamp.com
bryanralph.bandcamp.com
jeskramer.bandcamp.com
nathank.bandcamp.com
chefgoldblum.bandcamp.com
(+check out @bicycleshortsmi on insta, Travis' new project)
cloudlightmusic.bandcamp.com
Pozzetronics - youtu.be/zWobSk0Kgjk
Bell kids youtu.be/LarELfa5T-c
+Unicorn song collab friends - youtu.be/2QiOiBgjeCc

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