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Mostly (Clouds & Light) - from In the clouds vol. 1

by Jessica in The Rainbow

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This is my most performed song, from 2016-2020. Every show, I think. Not released on an album yet, officially, because when I love something I'm too scared to let it go. Consider this a slow-motion soft leak into the world lol. xoxo Jessica

lyrics

In your absence
I can still
See you in my mind

And I can open up
My mouth
To speak and
Swear that you still hear me
Somehow

And in my heart
I sense your place
It's warm like liquid
and
It's sure like drowning

And sometimes
I can't wait to tell you
That I am

Mostly

Not

Real

And...

I can't wait
For you
To know
That this is
Not me

And I can't wait
To tell you
This is
All a show

I am mostly
Vapor

and
You are
Clouds
and
You are
Light

And time is like quicksand
That you can breathe inside of
And you look around at
All the faces that you meet
While you sink down and down and...

People want to know the truth
But I believe that it can't know you

And people want you to be yourself
But my self is shaped by something else

And people
They want you to stand up tall
When you feel so small
(Yea I feel so small)

Yea we all want people to
Play the game

( interlude )

People want to stand up tall
When they feel so small
(Yea they feel so small)

And I want people to stand up tall
When I feel so small
(Yea I feel so small)

Yea we all want someone to lead the way
But if there's no Way
Then who is the Leader?

Yea we all want people to

lead the way...

<3

credits

released May 1, 2020
As featured on "In the clouds vol. 1" by In the clouds (our house venue in Grand Haven, Michigan) inthecloudsmi.bandcamp.com/releases
32 tracks of friends and musical aquaintances and people we've hosted or played shows with or are fans of a project or some other connection that we cherish...check it out! all proceeds benefit The DAAC in Grand Rapids, Michigan, a DIY music/arts venue with a rich history of supporting locals and touring bands alike, in a very inclusive and encouraging way.

Mostly (Clouds & Light) written by Jessica Fogle
Piano/vocal for this version recorded at Eastman Audio in Grand Rapids, MI, by Matt Eastman
Weird space sounds / additional keys and MIDI recorded by Jessica Fogle at In the clouds, Grand Haven, MI
Mixed/mastered here too.
Bye <3

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~demos & lofi~
~existential dream folk~
~neoclassical lullaby pop~
~care bear stare~

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